Because I don't know either

there are some issues with resizing and my laptop keeps freezing at inopportune moments. So yeah, I gave up and have at it with the posting. Though the obsessive/possessive part of me cries in pain. 

Because I don't know either.

On another note, lungs yeah. They're kinda cool. Take care of them. And smoking leaves a bad aftertaste. 

slides away~

akunona

coughcoughwheeze

Back from Karawang since Saturday evening. It was fun, we had fun. Or at least, as much fun as can be had anyway.
Now exams are upon us, and I know sh*t. 8D

Watch me as I freak out. And there you have my current situation. (A small irritating voice is telling me I can handle this if I would just stop procrastinating on the net, but I killed it).

cheers

akunona

p/s: I'll probably write a more decent entry after all this is over. 

everybody living now

In response to a person, who isn't even our consultant, who kept running off her mouth, blaming us Coass for everything and anything under the sun while making jibes at our collective mental abilities and lack there of when the investigation has proven quite clearly that it wasn't us, nor was it ever us, I drew this.

Clearly I am dissatisfied with your biased judgement. Just because we are still learning, doesn't mean we don't know how to be professional. And any respect I had for you has committed suicide by harakiri. They have kept their honor.

Eat my proverbial bullets.

In other news. IT'S THE 18th TOMORROW!!!! I am excite. Thank you very much. Though I am still figuring out logistics as to how I'm going to get there. I can't be on time because work ends at 3 o'clock but to heck with it, I'll give it a go.

The picture was drawn in msPaint as usual, with mouse and a lot hand cramps. I still cannot color shit worth anything. And I enjoy drawing yellow artillery. I have no idea why.

Maybe I'll write something worthwhile some time later. There are things that have happened and really, they would be much proper subjects but, yeah. Yellow artillery.

making the point of a sniper gun useless

akunona

and then, it died

"We got the halls boss!" 

 Hiya. I ain't dead yet. Though coming pretty close.

Lots of things happening. Babies being delivered and all that crap. You know. I'm gonna make this really short because my keyboard's wonky after I had it repaired the other day. Typing long paragraphs need more patience than I can spare right now. I'll have to get it repaired again soon. Right now, if I type, some other letter appears if I press certain ones. I am constantly editing this shit. Here's an example of an unedited sentence:

"hi my name ils nowna and i slike two draow becaulse i am bowred als aslls fuck.x"

guess which letters. The paranoid in me thinks its a ploy by making something else in my laptop not work, they're hoping to make more money of me. Sucks to them because I'm poor right now. Poor enough to put off repairs. A sad day.

So anyway, obstetrics is not fun business and I find myself actively loathing this shit. Like a slow burning hate kinda thing. Sometimes I feel fine. But then, there are days I look at the hospital and consider running in the opposite direction. Far, far away.

The picture above was drawn in a fit of creativity born from browsing peoples' deviant art accounts. And procrastination. Always procrastination. Somehow, I really want to do something like this. All the neon colors that I would never wear. I love Death Berry's colors and Flutter Shark's name. Wonder if I'll have the guts one day.

Back to the picture, it was drawn in mspaint directly on the base picture. To great hand cramps. I figure I'm going about it the hard way? But I like it. It's how I figured it out, so yeah. The original is a picture of me in scrubs standing in the OT at one of the various hospitals I've been posted. I drew on it, added that alien cat thingy to great amusement and voila, around three hours wasted. Ah well. You win some, you lose some. I didn't even realize so much time passed. Haha. If only I could emulate that same focus to studying :)

Anyway, that's all for today folks. I am this close to hitting my keyboard with a stick, so to avoid furthur property damage, I bid you Adieu.

killjoys be making noise

akunona        

There was once a sane person

There was also once a reason why I opened this window. I can't remember it now though. This window has been open for like an hour and a half, blinking cursor inviting words to be written. Memories recorded. But then I got lazy and watched cat videos. Or not really. Because I watched dance videos. Because I can't dance worth shit. And I also miss my kitties back home.

I'm supposed to be getting ready for the late on call shift. Supposed of course is being the key word here. I am currently sitting in front of my laptop, arms resting on a pile of books that I'm currently looking through so I can make a case analysis, wearing my orange sleeveless and maroon red three quarter shorts. In short, I look like a bum. A bum with wet hair that's tickling my back. Where the hell is my hair-jaw-clippy thingy? I have no idea what it's called.

Anyway, right now posting in Depok at RS Bhakti Yudha for Neurology. Neurology is pretty decent. I like the stuff. Though rather tiring work day here, since we have to be present for morning and evening clinics. And you know how they won't let you sit down and anything right? So yeay for wearing out the soles of shoes. I'm due in, in half an hour. I REALLY should be getting ready. Anybody carry a crow bar so I can pry my ass off this chair?

ARGHHHH!! yeay for latent laziness. Insidious onset, quick progression, fatal outcome. I'm really, really lazy. And random. And I hate everything right now. And I'm left alone in Depok right now because my friends had last night's shift and this morning, both of them went of back to Jakarta leaving me alone. Because I can't go back because I have the damn afternoon-night shift. Well fuck you too.

So! Enough randomness and get that mug of coffee going you dumb girl. You'll be needing it.

Bleagh

there really isn't much meaning to this

akunona

But then again

When I see people with really high hair dos. The ones that have been blowed and moussed and sprayed to an inch of their lives, I get the inexplicable urge to stick my hand in there and see if it disappears.

I have no idea why.

They'd probably hit me if I tried

akunona

It's almost valen - *BOOM*

Pagan holiday? A remembrance for that executed father who married couples illegally? Some thing to do with the criminal underworld? Whatever your argument, this :

is not a heart. 

This, however:

is (a rough drawing of) a heart.

And then, we have the malay word "hati". Which means, heart. But also, oddly, translates into this:

which, if you can't tell, is a liver.

But, enough of semantics. As interesting as they may sound.

Any plans for "lover's day"? Or, in my case, "Single's Awareness Day"? 

Hmm. Probably not, since according to my calander, it would be a Tuesday. And I go to work on Tuesdays. So does everyone else. But hey chocolate's on sale.

Dermatology and Venereal diseases posting started last Monday. Next week would be the oh so awesome second week, in which we pretty much do nothing anyway. Maybe a paper needs to be written at some point. I have no idea of the plans. I did score on the pretest. But that generally just puts pressure on me to score during the post test.  And damn it, I don't need pressure. I however, do need a holiday.

In recent beings, nothing much. Just generally being. Finished one book out of the three I bought last weekend. It was nice. Now reading a second book, which is also nice. But I'm only halfway through. And I have a horrible itch to draw something but I don't want to just draw. I want to draw something nice. Something pretty. 

So, yeah. Have at it. I'mma gonna go and finish reading my book.

akunona

all the drawings were done by me in MSpaint. Have at it, no terms and conditions apply, though I  do wonder what would you be doing with a picture of a liver.

The Epilogue of Dr. Skelling Tone : Part the Thousandth

The gentleman skeleton tipped his hat politely.

"Fine weather we seem to be having, do you not think so?" asked the gentleman skeleton, tipping his hat politely.

"Rather cold I should think," the young girl replied.

"Ah, but I find you to be rather under dressed in your night things. Pray tell, what are you doing out this lovely evening?"

The young girl looked up quizzically into the gentleman skeleton's empty eye sockets.

"But you have not yet introduced yourself. I would hardly tell a stranger as to what I am doing," she said.

"Ah, my apologies young girl. It appears my manners have left me as have my skin and musculature. Please, let me introduce myself; I am Dr. Skelling Tone. Pleased it is to meet your acquaintance," Dr. Skelling Tone bowed in a grand gesture.

The young girl could here his spine creak and she curtsied in reply.

"My name is Miss Lay Dei, this is Mr. Raggard Dei and we happen to be lost."

"But that is such a predicament Miss Lay Dei!" Dr. Skelling Tone exclaimed, his bones shuddering in empathy.

"It is rather troublesome, Dr. Skelling Tone, but it seems that we have taken a wrong turn after ToyLett Town going into Hallway Down, Mr. Raggard Dei here being reluctant to ask for directions." Miss Lay Dei explained, glaring slightly from the corner of her eyes at Mr. Raggard Dei who hung limply in her hand. He looked rather sorry.

"Well, have no fear, my dear, dear Miss Lay Dei. For I am a doctor! And I will give you directions! Where, pray tell, is it that you are heading towards?" Dr. Skelling Tone threw out his arms in another grand gesture.

Miss Lay Dei stared at where Dr. Skelling Tones bony feet did not touch the ground, her small features set into a frown.

"We were heading for the RedBoom before we lost our way."

"Oh, but the RedBoom!" Dr Skelling Tone exclaimed.

"Can you help us, Dr. Skelling Tone?"

"Why, I do believe I can, Miss Lay Dei! You are now in the Clow Zet and the RedBoom is not that far away. All you have to do is take four, three steps left till you get back to where you started, look up and you will have found yourselves before the RedBoom gates," Dr. Skelling Tone grinned, empty eye sockets dark with glee.

"Oh thank you, Dr. Skelling Tone. You have been of such help. Mr. Raggard Dei and I are very grateful," Miss Lay Dei exclaimed. Mr. Raggard Dei bounced hand in hand with Miss Lay Dei with joy. 

"It is a pleasure to be of service Miss Lay Dei." Dr. Skelling Tone bowed again, vertebrae clacking.

Miss Lay Dei curtsied in reply.

"Before I take my leave for the RedBoom, may I ask you one question Dr Skelling Tone? Disregarding this one of course." inquired Miss Lay Dei as she straightened from her curtsy.

"You may, my dear Miss Lay Dei."

"You are a doctor are you not, Dr. Skelling Tone? But what is that a doctor are you of?"

Dr. Skelling Tone laughed, a whispery timbre, like wind through bones.

"A simple doctor Miss Lay Dei. I am but Dr. Skelling Tone of the Clow Zet and it was a pleasure to meet you."

Miss Lay Dei smiled, Mr. Raggard Dei bounced, and Dr. Skelling Tone grinned his skull grin.

"The pleasure is all mine."

and he laughed, a whispery timbre, like wind through bones

akunona

NONA'S NOTES : I don't need to point out anything I think, since this is about as subtle as a flaming brick through your window. Grammar and I had a divorce recently. As you can see, it's very messy.

Just a random composition centered around a random doodle. Objects may appear closer than they seem.

it's all down to perspective really

.
..
...

well, when you put it that way

Integrasi I paper, done. I can now sleep earlier than 3 o'clock and maybe get more than 2 hours rest. At least until Monday. When the cycle begins again.

Idea was stolen (yes, I'm a regular bitch now) but I made my own version of it. So, I dunno? I maybe committing some unforgivable intern-etiquette crime here. Anyway, I thought it was relevant since we're in the Forensics block and all.
It should be: "What's worse than failing an exam?" But I got lazy. ~.~
Blame my mouse. See, if people would buy me tablet ... *whistles*

because the world is how you want to see it

akunona

p/s: my 'o' key is jamming up!!! T^T

ah, the internet

how it influences the lives of many.

utanlolface

This is my brother. He is doing the lol-face as seen on internet memes and forums and shit abound.
Whether it looks like the emoticon or not, is not the problem. The problem is that I have never drawn something that I wanted to punch so much. And in the middle of the drawing, somehow, the expression turned into "fear". I don't know either, I wasn't exactly keeping records.

Time: 2-3 hours, give or take half an hour.
Tools: 2B pencil and eraser
Reference used.


I was planning to do a whole "emotions" kind off series. And this is the response I get when I say "Give me a face" to my siblings while aiming the camera viewfinder at them. Ah well. I should have probably been more specific.

carbonbased

akunona

あれ?

何を言っているのですか?


分かりません

<3

アクノナ

Have fan art

Very blurry fan art. Drawn with pencil then colored because I recently bought myself a new box and it's just crying out to be used.

Also, Tekkon Kinkreet. Watch it. Now

anshin, anshin

akunona

p/s: it has no connection to the fact Nino voiced Kuro. Really. It's that good.

A little spam

Since I already posted this on my FB but hey, I like this picture :)


in which Aiba is distressed, Oh-chan is awesome, Sho fails, Nino's pissed, and Matsujun thinks he doesn't get paid enough for this.

SELAMAT HARI RAYA AIDILFITRI

maafzahirdanbatin

Akunona

drawing

which is something that I really want to do right now. If i have any idea what it is that I want to draw.

It's really therapeutic. You should try it sometimes. Except when you get the proportions wrong.
I didn't have any education in art. It's mostly trial and error. Giving this and that a go. That's why my shading sucks so terribly. And my proportions are almost always off.
The last art class I remember having was in 5th grade at primary school. Huh. That's more than ten years ago. Whohooo for growing up.

Anyway, Aidilfitri celebrations are next week. Tomorrow everyone's going to be home. InsyaAllah.

Though, actually, to be honest, I'm not really looking forward to this raya. :)

shiawasehanandesuka?
AkunOna

3 more days????

have a Neener

NINO WEEEEEEKKKKK!!!!!!

In three more days. :D

I may or may not be crazy for doing this at the eve (and during) exam weeks. But then again, I go through this *gestures wildly* every single exam week anyway.


Wait, I am.

ibetthatmadeasmuchsenseasithoughtitdid

AkuNonA

I am alive!

and taking the worst time ever to update my blog, but hey, desperate times call for desperate measures. I need to retain my sanity somewhere.

About the Talent Day mentioned in my last post, it went off without a hitch. Which was awesome

We failed at keeping synchronized. Which was epic fail.

We all had fun. Which is again, awesome.

Because i f'**ked up, I'm not gonna upload the video here. XD Oh lordy.....
Anyways, I made some edits to the caramel song chords post. Too lazy to link but just click on tags in the sidebar. You can now download the chords in mediafire. Tell me, which chords of mine you want and I'll upload it to mediafire.

Erm, anything else? Life is a major problem as usual. As are exams. But really, since when has it not been? I think I used up too much energy during last block and that Talent Day in the first week and all I can feel now, is burned out. Urgh. Need to get some spirit back, Exam Week is upon us. Oh who shall pity our souls? Apparently not the lecturers

As a parting gift, have a picture I drew in msPaint. It fails too, at being recognizable and clean. But hey, I sort of like this dirty style. :)

i need to clean up .___. ''''


jakartaistoohottothinkin

AkunOnA

Lines basically

are what makes a picture. That's one of the things I find so fascinating about drawing. See I can be a deep thinker.

So, here are some drawings I did in class today. I haven't been drawing like this for ages.

The Goggles, they do nothing

Seriously, what are you looking at?

Girl in love.

And because life will not be complete....

A little Juntoshi for the soul

sakumiya fan though I am.

A scanner, I have not. Sorry :)

I'mchannelingyodatonight?

AkunOnA

p/s Owl City, Dental care song lyric: "...Alcohol and golf don't mix, that's why I don't drink and drive..." Serious love

Riida~

...or 'leader', if you're felling particular.

So, in celebration of Ohno Month, the great and unflappable leader of Arashi, I drew a picture of him. BD

From AnS episode 119. Where he ate that "World's number 1 hottest ramen" and made the cutest expressions ever.

This man, is turning 29 this year, believe it or not.

oh-chan kawaii

There are actually two versions. This is an earlier one. The second one is where I repaired most stuff but, somehow, I like this one more? I dunno. :/

Either way, Happy Ohno month people!

youaremysoulsoul

AkunOnA

This is my

• I-am-deciphering-the-messages-hidden-in-my-lecture-notes face (i'm sure there's "diestudentsdie" in my surgery notes)
• Constipated face
• I-am-reading-your-mind face
• Trying to imagine Nino nek**d face
• Trying to imagine Arashi nek**d face
• Internal medicine is killing me face
• An ant just bit me face
• I have a big problem face
• I miss you face
• I shall now proceed to kick your A** face
• You are starting to piss me off face
• I love you face
• I am wasting time face

Take your pick.

HAPPY EXAM WEEK UKRIDA-ians!!!

We shall die the glorious death. And then get revived only to do it again in three weeks time.

Good luck everyone! You know you all secretly love it, right?

SelamatStudi

AKuNonA

p/s I am procrastinating. Anyone figured that out by now?

I'll not do this, if i don't do this now

I am on a role and I am lazy. I'm also running away from reality. Which ever comes first. So expect inane updates? mehhhhh

Anyway, wanna share this. XD

A card I drew for a senior who's graduating, who is also an Arashi fan (if that is not already obvious) at the suggestion of a friend. Then we all signed it, and gave it to her.

She is also a Sho fan thus, Sho being fail!.

cover

inside

Pictures are not of good quality. We made do with what we have. And it is not a lot. :)

So, anyway, to kak Sheh; Congratulations on your Wisuda! kore kara mo gambatte kudasai! \(^_^)/

And another thing, I finally... FINALLY... bought a new phone. A sony ericsson T707. It's pink. I love it. And that's all.

randomlyjumpingtopics

AkuNonA