Sunday, April 29, 2012

There was once a sane person

There was also once a reason why I opened this window. I can't remember it now though. This window has been open for like an hour and a half, blinking cursor inviting words to be written. Memories recorded. But then I got lazy and watched cat videos. Or not really. Because I watched dance videos. Because I can't dance worth shit. And I also miss my kitties back home.

I'm supposed to be getting ready for the late on call shift. Supposed of course is being the key word here. I am currently sitting in front of my laptop, arms resting on a pile of books that I'm currently looking through so I can make a case analysis, wearing my orange sleeveless and maroon red three quarter shorts. In short, I look like a bum. A bum with wet hair that's tickling my back. Where the hell is my hair-jaw-clippy thingy? I have no idea what it's called.

Anyway, right now posting in Depok at RS Bhakti Yudha for Neurology. Neurology is pretty decent. I like the stuff. Though rather tiring work day here, since we have to be present for morning and evening clinics. And you know how they won't let you sit down and anything right? So yeay for wearing out the soles of shoes. I'm due in, in half an hour. I REALLY should be getting ready. Anybody carry a crow bar so I can pry my ass off this chair?

ARGHHHH!! yeay for latent laziness. Insidious onset, quick progression, fatal outcome. I'm really, really lazy. And random. And I hate everything right now. And I'm left alone in Depok right now because my friends had last night's shift and this morning, both of them went of back to Jakarta leaving me alone. Because I can't go back because I have the damn afternoon-night shift. Well fuck you too.

So! Enough randomness and get that mug of coffee going you dumb girl. You'll be needing it.

Bleagh

there really isn't much meaning to this

akunona


Wednesday, April 04, 2012

Citer Kesian Minggu Ini

Suatu pagi yang sejuk - sejuk level nak membungkus dalam selimut, alarm phone aku berbunyi. Dalam keadaan separuh sedar, mata tak brape nak bukak, air liur kering kat tepi bibir, aku angkat tangan, meraba - raba mana agaknya phone aku nih. Oh kat sini dia. Aku pun swipe la screen dia pakai jari. Phone sekarang main touch screen segala. Agak cool lah kononnya. Aku tak nampak pun. Main swipe jek. Tapi apa pasal, alarm tak berhenti nih? Makin kuat adalah? Aku salah swipe apa - apa ke? Aku pun raba - raba lagi, swipe lagi. Tak berkesan. Aik?

Aku pun mengumpul segala kesedaran yang ada dekat hujung - hujung consciousness aku. Buka mata.

La, patutlah. Ini phone lama. Phone baru kan baru kena curi last week.

Aku pun tekan button dekat tepi phone. Alarm pun berhenti. Separuh sedih separuh nak marah, aku tarik balik selimut.

Pegi mampus lah kau.

Tapi pastu bangun sebab rasa bangang. :)

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In other news, nona buat kerja sebab nona ikhlas nak buat kerja. Nona suka buat kerja, so nona cari inisiatif untuk memulakan kerja tersebut. Nona tak suka kalau ada kerja. Asyik terpikir - pikir. Bukannya Nona rajin sangat pun. Just kadang - kadang.

Nona tak kata apa - apa. Kalau dalam hati lain cerita lah. Itu cerita dalam hati. Tapi korang pun cari lah inisiatif nak kerja juga :).

Terima kasih.

cerita bahasa melayu hancur sikit - sikit

akunona