Ma...ma...Max?

So yeah, I was browsing around Mangafox the other day when this title caught my eye:

"Maximum Ride."

Could it be? It couldn't be... *click*... OMG, it really is!!!!

A Maximum Ride comic! Artist: Lee Narae.

Whossat? Your guess is as good as mine. Either way, big Max fan that I am, I went and read it, of course.





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........................................................ (-_-;;)






Er..... why does Fang look like Kanda Yuu from D-Gray Man?

In fact, if suddenly a big, golden golem with a cross on its head suddenly appeared in the frame, I'd have been sure that I was reading D-Gray Man.


And why do the Erasers remind me so much of that green dude in Street Fighter? You know the one that can make lightning.... ah, Blanka. Him. (the wonders of google, people)


They don't look jack like wolves/super models.

I'm...disappointed.

The art was nice and all. Just...... it was sorta disappointing. Esp the Fang=Kanda Yuu thing.

Errh..... disappointing.


On another note, had Pharmacology exams today!!! Yeay!!!!!!!!!!

I.... flopped. specatacularly,



Kulit Kelamin results came out. Passed with a B. I'm glad. ;)



That makes all the past blocks results. I....did ok.



Now I have to study for this block. Digestive system 2.



Exams.... examsss....exammmssssss.....



oh, btw, can read Max Ride manga here:

Ma...Ma...MAX??? (or rather, look at Ka.. I mean, Fang)

that, my friends, is Kanda Yuu. Now tell me Fang doesn't look like him.

.::brainvomitstraighttokeyboard::.

~AkuNOnA~

p/s: those who haven't read Max Ride. You don't know what you're missing. GO READ IT!!

I can't believe it...

My hair's grown LONGER!!! (@_@)


of course it's normal. Hair grows.


but I cut it last time I went home. And I had it cut real short. And now it's longer!


But it's only been a little over two months!


Why has it only been a little over two months?!


Have I got my calculations wrong? But I'm pretty sure it's just been a little over two months!


Why isn't it longer? Why do I feel like it's been longer? Why do I feel like I've been here forever?



Conclusion: I'm homesick. Dang it...(TT_TT)


I LOVE YOU MUM AND DAD AND EVERYONE!!! I MISS U GUYS!!!!

.::deargodimissyouall::.

aKuNONA

::clickety-clickety-click goes the keyboard::

pbl days and nights

I'm stressed.

Taking a break from doing my PBL and drew this in Paint. I wish I have a tablet.

It's due Tuesday complete with presentation and even though I'm 80% done (that's why I think it's safe to take a break anyway), I have no idea what I'm going to present and how I'm going to present my case without resorting to saying " ... said it's a tumor".


I'm screwed mates!!!

>i'mhungry<

AKuNOnA

p/s : Sorry for the emo post before. That was just how I felt and I felt better after writing it. Allow us our little vices, yes?

"I've got troubled thoughts and the self-esteem to match..."

Sang Patrick on the 8th track: 'What a catch, Donnie' in Fall Out Boy's latest album, Folie e duex.


Who am I?

Really. I wonder myself.

I have so many masks. So many personalities. So many me-s.

Who am I?

I sometimes wonder where I stand in all this. I have a room full of friends maybe, a room full of acquaintances. And I feel like I'm just a person passing through.

Like I'm just passing by. Just looking.

Yes, I may take part in a conversation. Make a couple of jokes at my own expense. But am I part of this conversation?

I don't know.

I don't belong.

Are you really there?

I sometimes feel so alone.

Nobody gets sarcasm around here.

It just makes you want to scream. Probably cry a bit. And then bury it deeper in. So that you won't have to see it again until the next incident when something inadvertantly unearths all the trash.

Maybe your heart's rotten.

I don't know. I can't honestly bring myself to care that much.

I hurt people. I lash out.

And sometimes I think... that if I were to stick my arm out of the window in a speeding car and see how my bones break when it hits something...

Maybe then I'd understand something.

For such a big brain, I don't know anything. That's 1.5 kg-s of wasted space, yes?

It's just me being selfish. It's my way or no way at all.

You see people laughing and you wonder; why the heck isn't that you? You see people in love and you think; why the heck isn't that you?

You wonder what did you do wrong?

Then you bury all your doubts deeper, because honestly.... you don't need this.

So you talk trash, lying left, right and center. You put on a brave face. A facade.

So people don't know you.

And you don't know who you are anymore either.

And you feel a part of you die.

Once they said they talked behind my back. I said it was nothing. But sometimes, when I see them laugh, I wonder, are they laughing with me or at me?

Are they there?

It's you. It's all you.

Even you know that.

"I've got troubled thoughts and the self-esteem to match..."

~AkUNoNA~

One night...

It began like any other night.

I was in my room, studying, with regular intervals of facebook-ing to play "word challenge". My personal method of relaxing when I couldn't read anymore. It was already past eleven p.m. and the night was silent, even the ever present 'dorongan' did not pass by our house. Suddenly, I heard a soft voice calling out my name...

"Nona...." it said.

At first I thought I might have misheard, so I took out my earphones and listened intently.

Again,

"Nonaaa...." a woman's voice called.

Sighing, I got up from my comfortable place on the floor and unlocked the door.

"Yes Fiqi, what is it?" I asked as I stepped out of my room.

Fiqi, my house mate was standing in the doorway of her room. She had a worried look on her face and she was rubbing her arms up and down in a nervous gesture.

Silently, she beckoned me towards her room...and pointed at a piece of crumpled paper on the floor.

"What?" I asked, confused.

"What do you think is this?"

She had moved towards the paper and had picked it up gingerly with her finger tips. Slowly, she unwrapped the paper to reveal a big fat maggot.

Disgust welled deep in my stomach as I watched the maggot move across the paper. Its body shortening and lengthening with each movement. Unconciously, I took a step back.

"Ew. Where the heck did that come from?"

Fiqi glanced at the maggot as it moved sinously across the paper. Fiercely, she scrunched the paper in her hands before throwing it into her trash bin.

She quickly filled me in on what had happened.

She had been studying microbiology in preparation for a quiz that we would be having the next day when suddenly, something fell on her paper. It was round-like and slightly greyish in colour and at first she thought that it was nothing but suddenly, it moved. To her surprise, it was a maggot. She ignored it, thinking it was nothing and merely moved to another spot when suddenly, she saw something fall out of the corner of her eyes.

Another maggot.

By the third maggot, she had lost her nerve and called me.

I suppressed a shudder, still eyeing the crumpled piece of paper. To my surprise, something came crawling out from underneath it.

"Dude, it's still alive!" I thought.

"Where did you think it came from? What is it?" she asked, her voice tinted with worry and disgust.

I followed her gaze to her ceiling. I didn't see any obvious cracks and really, I had no idea what the maggot was and where the heck it could have come from.

Together we tried to figure out where had the maggots fallen from. As we were discussing the possibilities, suddenly Fiqi grabbed my arm.

"Do you smell something?" she asked.

I obligingly sniffed the air.

"No. Nothing weird." I said.

"Maybe seeing the maggots produced a psychological effect and your're only think your smelling something weird." I added half-jokingly.

Fiqi merely shrugged her shoulders, a worried expression still marring her features.

Finally, deducing from her position when the first maggot fell and looking at possible cracks, I figured out that the maggot would have fallen out from her light fixture or somewhere around it.

We decided to put the cover back over the lamp in an attempt to catch anymore falling maggots and hopefully, make Fiqi's room once again maggot free. She had climbed a cabinet in order to be able to reach the light fixture and I was holding it steady for her when suddenly, I saw something move near the edge of the light fixture.

My eyes widened in shock and disgust when I realized that it was another maggot. Slowly it moved, almost languidly, towards the edge, and fell.

"Yuck. Fiqi another one just fell!"

Fiqi's eyes widened in horror.

"Where is it? Where is it? Yuck!!" she cried, getting off the cabinet in a hurry and running her hands through her hair.

Panic hit the room as we tried to figure out where it had fallen and that it hadn't fallen on her hair, oh please not on her hair...

But we were safe. It had fallen behind her and had landed on the floor. I informed Fiqi and she came and joined me where I was leaning against the doorframe. Hesitant to enter the room.

"That was disgusting," she moaned. "Where is it?"

I pointed it out for her. Cursing softly under her breath, she proceeded to scoop it up with another piece of paper and squished it while I watched for anymore falling maggots when suddenly...it hit me.

A smell so foul I almost gagged. The smell of rotting flesh. Of decay.

Shock and disgust followed by a small feeling of despair flooded through me as I finally realized what it was and where the maggots had came from.

"Fiqi..."

She turned her head slightly to look at me.

"The kittens on our ceiling..."

She nodded cautiously.

"One died above your ceiling and the maggots from it's body is falling into your room."

The silence was permeated with a rotten smell.


*********************************************************************************


Hmm....that actually happened. Just a few nights ago.

Maggots!!!

We called the handyman who's in charge of maintaining the house for the owner. He came in the afternoon the next day, climbed up into the attic and got rid of the kittens. I say kittens because there were actually two dead kittens on our ceiling. One was still alive but ran away when he tried to catch it. Please don't let it die up there too. We think they probably died of starvation. We have no idea how their mom got them in there and neither of us could climb up into the attic because none of us actually knew how.


On another note, my english essay writing fails so spectacularly, it deserves fireworks to burn it out of existence. I just wanted to practice it and see how it goes. That's why i decided to write this entry out in this format. I'm out of practice. Rusty. I realize I haven't written a story in more than a year. This tells me how much I fail.



Seriously long and pointless entry. XD

~iusedtowanttobeanauthor~

AkUnOnA

p/s story might contain embellishments to make it a fun read and some censoring because I tend to curse a lot when surprised. But really, that was mostly what happened.

Kiseki chords

Taking a break from printed words and deciphering the logic and non-logic of pharmacology (not to mention decoding the funky note arrangement), I'm putting some chords up!

Kiseki chords Nino version (well, the lyric arrangement anyway).


Originally sung by GReeeeN. I love both versions. (n_n)


Hmmm, tried out a new way of putting up chords. Since my last try, it just wouldn't come out right, I thought I'd try it this way. Is this better?


Hmm, just copy the picture and enlarge it to see it. (>_<;)


Actually, this wasn't tabbed by me. It was initially in japanese. I found it on a japanese guitar chord site. Because I can't read japanese so I.........well, I did this.


Just though I'd share.... Nino love for the world and all that. XD


Fairly easy to play.


Credit where credit is due. :)

~strummingthenightaway~

AKuNOnA

It's late...it's late!!!

the ma'am

HAPPY MOTHER'S DAY!!!!!!!!!

yes. I am aware that this post is late....thus the title

but its the thought that counts, right? ehehe.... (-_-;;)

anyway, Mum, I love u so much. Here's a mums day present from me. hope u like it...


it.................resembles you? (-_-;;)


Sorry. (t_t). your daughter fails lah.

There's still some tweaking to be done but I couldn't wait to put it up. Hahaha...

I'll give you the finished version when I get home (^_^)


tools: 2B mech, 2B, HB and 4Hsame pencils. I need to go shopping for more shades...

time: untimed

reference: gambar raya 2008

took pictures and uploaded thus the bad quality. Anyone wanna buy me a scanner?




.~halfdairyproducthalfvegetable~

AkuNonA

p/s: do you get what I mean?

The shopping trip of doom...

Not exactly...........for my wallet maybe.... but not really....

Being slightly dramatic seems to be in order today. Maybe because of the couldy weather today?



Anyway, remember the shoe shopping trip i mentioned in my previous entry? Well, I bought shoes..............and so many things besides (^_^'A


So, last Saturday, Myself, Aqilah, Afiqah, Wani and Jamie went shopping.

The main point was shoe shopping but in general, we were just going to go shopping.

And............ummmmmmmmmmmmmm...................


I bought wedges.

Little old me, the 'rocker chick' (kononnyelah...padahal...) bought wedges. And not just any wedges... these wedges

nona pakai?

Forgive the ugly pic but that's the best my camera can do. It's old. Forgive it. Hahaha...


Anyway. I bought wedges. Who'd a thunk it eh? I'm planning on wearing em tonite. We're going to watch that X-men movie tonight.

And um....here's to not falling on my face? Eheheh....

Me and heels. Not something most people would put together. Especially taking into context the kind of image I have. Haha



What else did I buy? Hmm, two books, three comics and one magazine. An All American Rejects CD. Clothes. Hmm, not that many and there was a sale too....sooo...SCORE!!


Another thing, though those who tire of my fangirling can probably skip this part,

There's a store in CL called "My Idol Shop" and it sells stuff from Korea, Taiwan and Japan. And yeah, knowing me, I was looking for some Arashi CDs. They had one. The last in stock. Arashi's Truth/Kaze no Mukoe e. The Truth version.

Oh yeah, hot emo looking jambu boys. Hahaha


I didn't buy it.


I hear people face-vaulting.


Seriously, even though there was hot emo looking jambu boys on the CD sleeve, I just thought....naaahhh....malaslah. hahaha


But hold it!! That's not the end of the story. I asked the sales person; was it possible to get the newest Arashi cd at this store? Since a new single will be coming out this 27th May? He said...

YES!!

....but they had to put an order in first... hahaha....and it takes around 3 weeks after the release date for it to reach Indonesian shores.


BUT! that's better than nothing right?


So he asked me, if would I like to place an order?


Yeah, I said yes of course. And I placed an order for the limited edition too.


Hahaha....I sense weeks of fasting in the future. I mean come on. It's the limited edition. It won't come cheap. But since I had the chance, why not?

Arashi: Crazy moon-kimi wo muteki/Ashita no kioku single CD limited edition (if they can get it)...you shall be mine!!!!!!!!

Seriously pointless entry but my creativity went out the door and refuses to come home until I sharpen my drawing pencils. So, till next time XD

~.::titteringandtottering::.~

AkUnONA

TENSION-O AGETE!!!!...and suddenly it goes down again....

This is me trying to make myself happy again. :)


Yeah, so we have a four day break before the next block.


I was supposed to join a program on Monday and Tuesday. But we were un-invited meaning at first we were invited, then we weren't.... so I malas la nak layan.


Four days!!!


Yeah. Tomorrow we're going shoe shopping. XD

I'm gonna pick up some mags and comics as well of course.

Going anywhere else? Probably not. Malas nak kuar umah pegi jauh2....haha.

Another thing.... I stumbled on this in youtube... there's only audio though.

NinO???

was Nino crying?

was Nino crying?

was Nino crying?

It sounded as if he was really breaking up......God, how I wish for video.


The fangirl in me thinks that he was in fact crying....


The groundedandslightlymean part of me thinks that he just sort of lost the key, consequently making him lose his mojo and he couldn't continue to sing....


But his voice really sounded like he was crying!!!!!!!!!



Dang, I think somewhere in the middle, my heart broke.

~NINOGAMBATTE!!!!~

AkUnONa

The fallen

Today, at long, loooooooooooonnnnnnnnnngggggg last...... we have finished all the exams for the 15th block.



Finalilly Smee!!!!!



Yeah...random.



I have no idea how to begin with this entry. My brain is still trying to catch up to the fact that, no I don't have to open that dastardly evil green book nor that devilishly confusing red book this instant so I can cram some last minute info up my nose for the upcoming paper.... because there aren't anymore. Papers that is.

Yeah, so this blocks exams are over.





Errr....how did i do?

You know...i don't know what I did myself....


....................................................... i sense dark clouds in the horizon. My dragon sense is tingling..



I don't wanna talk about it lah. Depressing. Mehhh



Somehow....writing this makes me feel effing depressed.


I'll stop this post here.

~.::nowdoyouundterstandwhatimeanbythefallen?::.~

AkUnONA

Sepatutnya ak wat mende lain...tpi...

Tapi... sangat lah tapi

Got this from nonoy's blog. Saje nak buat.... because I'm bored and my brain refuses to cooperate...


1. Bekas kekasih saya adalah :
saya mane penah kapel…suke kat orang ad lah…

2. Saya sedang mendengar :
kipas saye berpusing… grung3~

3. Mungkin saya patut:
sambung stadi mikrob….tpi malas

4. Saya suka :
Arashi sbb suke2

5.Sahabat-sahabat baik saya :
ad dekat penang….woit!!! baby heads UP!!!

6.Saya tak paham :
kenapa kedekut sngt lecturer nak bagi notes….KENAPA!!!!

7.Saya kehilangan :
my faith in the world because I have no notes….

8.Ramai yang berkata :
saya rock…. apkah rocknya saya?

9.Makna nama saya :
Aisya (nama isteri nabi Muhammad S.A.W) Fathanah (yg bijaksana)

10.Cinta itu adalah:
perasaan yng memerasankan dan diperasankan….paham??

11.Di suatu tempat, seseorang sedang :
baca mende alah ni…

12.Saya akan cuba :
stadi sedaya upaya supaya tak fail

13.Ayat SELAMANYA membawa maksud :
commitment

14.Telefon bimbit saya :
dah lapuk…

15.Bila saya terjaga dari tidur :
I have a habit of flexing my fingers…. don’t know why though

16.Saya paling meluat apabila :
ntahlah….tergantung keadaan kot

17.Pesta/Parti adalah :
something yng saya rasa saya x pernah pergi…

18.Haiwan yang paling comel yang saya pernah temui ialah :
anak kucing…nama dia capang…dia da hilang

19.Peringkat umur yang paling menyeronokkan bagi saya ialah :
masa kat skolah…da la ada geng sekepala, senang plak tu nak balik umah..

20.Hari ini :
hari ahad before exam week...(kenapakan nona buat ini?)

21.Malam ini saya akan :
stadi ler...nak wat pe lagik

22.Esok pula saya akan :
stadi, pegi kelas, pastu jawab exam… eishhhh

23.Saya betul-betul inginkan :
otak photographic memory… ahaha….

24.Ketika anda lihat wajah anda di hadapan cermin pagi ini :
saya rasa rambut saya gile2 punye serabut… bed hair…

25.Pusat membeli-belah atau arked permainan :
pusat membeli belah…cos ada book store

26.Makanan Barat atau Jepun :
.barat..because even though I like Japanese things, I can’t exactly stand Japanese food

27.Bilik yang terang atau gelap :.
.separa gelap

28.Makanan segera adalah :
..something senang…esp bila malas

29.Ayat terakhir yang anda katakan pada seseorang?
kalo ade info, bgtau la ak eh..

30.Siapa yang anda nak Tag?
tara sapa-sapa…malas nak tag…. muahahaha

~err...whatwasidoingactually~

AKuNonA