Saturday, March 14, 2015

I Was Bored

That seems to be a running concept on everything.

Hi, look what came out of the woodworks.

I had thought to make a new blog. But then again, no one reads my ramblings but me anyway. It's a good way to gauge how my mental development and emotional stability was at that point in time.

Right now, I'm mainly feeling bored. And maybe slightly left out? And maybe a little discontent.

My parents are doing the separate not separated thing.

It's tiring as hell. And also trying as hell.

But then again. It is what it is.

Somehow I don't think that I should be resentful. But I do feel a little bit of distance with my mother. It feels like she was the one who ditched us in the end.

We're the ones being punished. Because it's not enough to take it out on one person (or two, as the case maybe. Maybe three if you count the little guy).

There's a reason why I don't move to tumblr. Mostly because text posts are frowned upon. Everyone is more into the fast and easy exchange of information through graphics and gifs. Maybe we've gone full circle and went back to pictograms as ways of communication.

That's another interesting point to ponder.

I maybe having a sort of crisis. An existential crisis. A crisis of faith. A crisis of humanity.

I don't know.

Maybe I'm just bored in the end.

If there was ever a point to this entry. It was to test, how good am I at typing on my new keyboard. Since I bought a new laptop earlier this month. And I have not used it much for anything except listen to music and watch movies.

But then again, that was the reason I bought it in the first place.

I feel lonely.

I feel like I'm missing out sometimes. Like all I have is my job. And while I love it, I don't think it should be the thing that defines me.

Everyone's already moved to tumblr/twitter/what the other heck ever. And here I am, making a blog post. Mostly because I was bored.

And I wanted to use the keyboard to type. Other than to scroll over the timer of another movie.


it's is ironic that i cannot seem to be able to open this page in chrome

hah
eat my shorts