*head desk**head desk**face palm*

I'm trying to write my report for my latest case in my PBL.
Trying is the key word here.
I can't get the words to come out properly. ARGHHHH
I am stressed right now.
The topic is actually pretty common. Lots of literature available, I have the gist of it in my head. Have tried to flesh it out in my head continuously since the class last week.
And I can't seem to type it down. I am pissed.

Not to mention that Ukrida is being a bitch and hoisting a new system on us. ON OUR LAST SEMESTER. Before we go off for co-assistant-ship anyway. It still sucks.

We have an integration exam on Friday and though I have studied to some extent, I still hate this.

Alright. Have to go back to trying to write something remotely comprehensible. Apparently PBL now makes up almost all our marks.

ho yeah..... not

*headdesk*headdesk*headdesk

AkunoNA

Jakarta again

As I suppose, should happen at some point because, dammit, I study here.

I was laughed at by a guy whom I think was Japanese (because he was holding some kind of plastic bag from Narita Airport) because I said "Sorry, sir" when I spun my trolley around and almost hit his foot. Almost because he was kinda awesome and stopped just inches away from collision. Anyway, he looked at me, and laughed.

I have no idea why.

Going on a journey alone is lonely. Figures yeah? But on the journey back to BP, it was different because, I knew at the end I'd get to meet my "most important people", as Japanese manga and anime are wont to say. But the journey to Jakarta alone (from airport to tj.duren) is lonely as hell, because at the end are endless days of stress.

In short, I wanna go home again. And I just got here.

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AkunonA

oh yeah, p/s: when we landed and were rolling down the runway heading towards the terminal, I saw a JAL airplane outside the window, grinned at myself and started singing "Movin' On" under my breath. Because Arashi is really that awesome

movin' on, movin' on babyyyy

Oh really?

I am reminded once again that my definition of a good read might not coincide with what other people deem as good literature.

I just finished reading a fanfiction. It was one of the community's recommended fics actually. The synopsis was good, rather interesting. So I read it. I managed to hold up until the fourth chapter before I had to stop. Wasn't as interesting as I'd hoped.
Honestly though, it may have not been that bad, but it was really, really tedious.

Really.

I think that I may be a fanfic snob. Huh.

I used to write a lot fanfic when I was in high school though. People who know me would know. It was fun but I haven't written anything since, hmm, two years ago? I think maybe it's because I'm not forced to write stuff and make stuff up as I used to be before. You know, for homework and stuff. I rarely use English nowadays as well. Which is one of the reasons why I blog in English. Besides it being more universal. I remember my teachers really liking my writing but I found one of my old essays recently and god, it is embarrassing. I can't believe I actually wrote that. And my teacher actually loved it. XD

I was feeling rather melancholic today, I had a dream about a guy I used to like. Hah. Must have been brought on by recent events. It was a nice dream. And I still maintain that for being a smart person, I can be rather dumb. He's a nice guy though, I'm sure.

Good god, someone stop me. This may degrade into a "why-do-I-not-have-a-boyfriend rant". It is not pretty, that rant. And usually strikes when I am highly hormonal a.k.a PMS-y.

Anyway, I told my mum, if ever I come to that situation, where I am that desperate, to please punch me in the face.

My feelings are all over the place. This entry may have demonstrated that very clearly. Ah well. Signing off for the night.

This was your ever weird blogger;

AkunOnA

selamat... kami ucapkan~~~

Raya conversations are all about the love

brother:(to sister) you're sitting on a stool *grins*
sister: so?
brother: LOLOL, you're sitting on a stool *grinsgrins*
sister: yeah, so?
me: (gets it) omaigod, so juvenile la you all...
mom: what do you mean?
mom: (gets it). LOLOLOL
dad: (does not get it) What are you laughing about?
me: don't worry. it's not a good joke. in fact, it's a very crappy one.

everyone else: LOLOLOLOL

We're all eternally twelve years old inside.

puns

Akunona

p/s: I give this raya a 3 out of ten. Because I am being generous like that. And the beaches we managed to drop by were lovely

A little spam

Since I already posted this on my FB but hey, I like this picture :)


in which Aiba is distressed, Oh-chan is awesome, Sho fails, Nino's pissed, and Matsujun thinks he doesn't get paid enough for this.

SELAMAT HARI RAYA AIDILFITRI

maafzahirdanbatin

Akunona

drawing

which is something that I really want to do right now. If i have any idea what it is that I want to draw.

It's really therapeutic. You should try it sometimes. Except when you get the proportions wrong.
I didn't have any education in art. It's mostly trial and error. Giving this and that a go. That's why my shading sucks so terribly. And my proportions are almost always off.
The last art class I remember having was in 5th grade at primary school. Huh. That's more than ten years ago. Whohooo for growing up.

Anyway, Aidilfitri celebrations are next week. Tomorrow everyone's going to be home. InsyaAllah.

Though, actually, to be honest, I'm not really looking forward to this raya. :)

shiawasehanandesuka?
AkunOna

ch-ch-ch-changes!!

changed my blog layout.

Like it?

Still tweaking though. ;)