ah, the internet

how it influences the lives of many.

utanlolface

This is my brother. He is doing the lol-face as seen on internet memes and forums and shit abound.
Whether it looks like the emoticon or not, is not the problem. The problem is that I have never drawn something that I wanted to punch so much. And in the middle of the drawing, somehow, the expression turned into "fear". I don't know either, I wasn't exactly keeping records.

Time: 2-3 hours, give or take half an hour.
Tools: 2B pencil and eraser
Reference used.


I was planning to do a whole "emotions" kind off series. And this is the response I get when I say "Give me a face" to my siblings while aiming the camera viewfinder at them. Ah well. I should have probably been more specific.

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akunona

Verily, it is danger

Aibacchi. Because you are awesome, I spent 20 minutes thinking up what it is that I would like to say to you on this day.
It should have been yesterday, I know, since yesterday was your day. But I've been in a slump lately. I have no idea why though.

And so, Aiba-chan.

Happy birthday Aiba Masaki.

May you have a wonderful year. May you stay awesome and happy and all sunshiny and stuff. I love you and wish you all the best in your coming drama. Don't forget to eat regularly and rest when you can.

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In other news, I have been home for three days and being home is awesome. So very, very awesome. I don't want to leave ever again. You can't make me!!!

Aibababye

akunona

Hit me

For I am bringing my Forensics text book back home with me.

yeah....

Not really saying I'm gonna be reading it though. There is a difference between placing it in your luggage and actually taking it out to read it.

Going home for christmas and new year's holiday today! ~
Currently waiting for the taxi to come and pick me up to go to the airport. Yeay.


Bismillah. Semoga perjalanan nona selamat dan dipermudahkan urusan nona hari ini. :)

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akunona

So long, and thanks for all the stress ulcers

Exams they are over!!!

For the time being anyway.

So, yeah.... Managed to live through my OSCEs only to get brutally murdered on my Integration 2 test. Yes, it is my fault for not studying. Yes, I realize that whining about it is futile. No, I do not care.

I do not think that I have ever sucked so much at an exam as I have sucked in this one. Yes, the syntax is lame, don't blame me, my brain is half dead from being flogged for answers. There were 100 questions to be answered in 100 minutes and I have no idea what I answered for more than half of them. It's really quite epic.


Blok 30 started this morning because my university is a sadist. It looks daunting but the subject matter looks really interesting. Yes, I am geek. Hear me bleep robot noises.
Received the books this afternoon and yep, can't see when I'm gonna read them, but I know I'll have to. The best one? Peraturan perundang-undangan Bidang Kedokteran. Thin book, but deadly.

Yeah, whatever. I'm gonna go get dinner. Apparently I'm hypoglycemic enough to not make sense. Wait? Did that ever matter before?

they were exceptionally lovely this year

akunona

headaches are daily fare

You know you should go and get a life when you find yourself looking at your antibacterial facial foam (the cheap kind) and wondering if over usage can cause resistancy.

Yep. trufax....

Anyway.

I do no want to talk about OSCEs. I refuse to be fucked up by this.

It's next Friday by the way.

And in between we have some classes and a test. I think.

See me not giving a damn.

I hate my life right now.

Can I go home?

I seriously hate this right now.

I'm having almost daily study sessions with friends and in my years of academical experience, this is my first study group.

I don't do study groups. Never have before this.


I read somewhere that You are defined by the things you think you will never do.

huh

making as much sense as my notes right now

akunona

For you

I was gonna play this and sing it. But because I am fail to the max, I can't figure out the chords to it nor are there any chords for this song on the net.

It's a Japanese song, so you might not like it ( I'm kinda sure you won't anyway, but hey ).

But please, listen and read the translations. It's kinda pretty.




Care by Akanishi Jin

Ignore the video though. Just listen to the song and read the translations.

Romaji Care

Nareai to uso no naka de bukiyou na ai seoi Jikan ni oware iya ni natteta hi ni Sukoshi jiyuu kanjita Ato nannen ka sureba omoide ni naru dakara Wasure kaketeta kioku to ima wo futo kasanete mitanda Taisetsu na mono kakae sugite aruki zuraku natta kyou Itsu datte bokura kitto dare datte Kanashimi ya yowasa ikutsumo hiki tsurete Taore kakatatte fumi dasu chikara wo Kitto soko niwa naita bun no egao ga matteru Sugiteku hibi de nanika miushinai kaketa Sonna fuu ni sou jibun no hou kara Tsunaida te wo hodokenai you ni Tatoeba kimi ga kizu tsuita to emo Dare no ai datte nando mo iro wo kaeru Tsukarete boku ni yorikakaru hi wa Donna kimi demo dakishimeru kara Itsu datte bokura kitto dare date Kanashimi ya yowasa ikutsumo hiki tsurete Taore kakatatte fumi dasu chikara wo Kitto soko niwa naita bun no egao ga matteru Jibun wo shinjite

Care translation Amid conspiracies and lies I carry this clumsy love On days when I was pushed for time and hated it I felt a little freedom In a few years this will be a memory, so I suddenly tried to put now together with the memories I was beginning to forget Today I’m carrying so many precious things that it’s hard to walk Surely all of us are always Carrying around countless sadnesses and weaknesses Even if you’re about to collapse, have the courage to keep walking Surely as many smiles as the tears you’ve shed are waiting for you As days went by I lost sight of something I hope I never be let go Of your hand like that Even if, for example, you get hurt Everyone’s love changes its colours countless times On days when you get tired and lean on me I’ll hold you, however you are Surely all of us are always Carrying around countless sadnesses and weaknesses Even if you’re about to collapse, have the courage to keep walking Surely as many smiles as the tears you’ve shed are waiting for you Believe in yourself

famously bad with words

akunona

Split personalities

When one half of you is objectively viewing the situation, planning appropriate responses and reactions while the other half is crying and laughing and angry and sad and scared and dissapointed and so, so, fucking weirded out.

I am going to go to bed.
Where for at least 5 hours, I will forget this.